I've been promising myself I'd empty my closets of all the clothes that don't fit or I don't love. I worked on it this morning and my husband made a comment that hurt so badly - "that's very expensive." I snapped at him "I don't need to hear that honey. It's expensive in ways more than money." And then I started crying. And I'm crying again as I type.
This feels so horrible - accepting that I've gained so much weight. I didn't know it was going to hurt so badly.